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Sunday, April 01, 2018

Resurrection Surprise



Something gets us to church on Easter Day.  I’ve always been quite thankful and not a little moved to see people appear on Easter that rarely if ever come any other time. Far from disparaging that, I think it is wonderful, and if you’re one who is rarely here, know that the doors of this building and the doors of our hearts are flung wide open for you. You’re at home here, though it might feel ever so unlike any “home” you’re used to or that you long for.

I suppose that for all of us, Easter is important because it’s the Day of the Lord’s Resurrection. And so it is. But how many of us know that the resurrection we are celebrating is not only past and future, but also present? Let that sink in. Easter is not just about something that happened to Jesus once upon a time. Nor is it about a future life you have in a heaven when you die, however true both of those things might be. Easter—resurrection—is something that is built into the fabric of the universe. Resurrection is something as close to you as your arm or your body hair or your breath or your heart. It doesn’t depend on whether you understand it or believe it or whether you can prove it or photograph it, no more than do the laws of gravity and thermodynamics.

Waccamaw River, Conway, SC
Native Americans gave it the name meaning "Dark Waters"
Let me tell you what I mean—with a story. I grew up near the ocean in South Carolina. At a very early age—as far back as I can remember—I learned to be respectful of the ocean. But there’s a fine line between respect and fear. It didn’t take me long before I had gulped down enough salt water from big waves breaking over my little body that I developed a fear of drowning. I heard stories now and again of persons drowning along the shore. All of that reinforced a firm fear of water, so much so that I went all the way through childhood without learning to swim. It didn’t help matters much that the river that ran through my hometown was inky dark. Peering into it was gazing into a mystery. I wasn’t about to go to the river to learn to swim. And forget swimming pools. Only a few wealthy people had one at all, and there were no public pools around. By the time I was in Boy Scouts at age 11, I was embarrassed to be one of the few kids my age who could not swim. The longer I put it off, the more fearful I became. Jumping off the pier and into the lake at scout camp was like an act of sure suicide.
A firm fear of the ocean kept me from going deep.

Fortunately, there was an older lad there who was a gentle and good teacher. He met me where I was, helped me overcome my fear of water, and taught me the side stroke that seemed far less intimidating than the crawl. Before my first week at camp was over, I’d learned to swim. And the most important thing I learned was how not to fight the water but how to work with the water so that the water would work for me. Water became not my enemy to be feared and resisted, but my friend.

Think of resurrection as, like water to the swimmer, surrounding us all the time. Think of it as part and parcel of the environment in which we live. Think of it as a Presence upholding us, whether we are aware of it or not. You might have in your life something you do or some place you go where you feel completely at home. Say it’s a golf course or your kitchen. You are used to going there, you are drawn to what you do, so much so that it has become a part of you. You don’t even have to think twice about how to get there or what to do when you return to a favorite pastime or task. You’re a natural at it, because your nature—your soul—deeply loves what you do or where you are. To take the analogy a bit further, you know that, though you may love golf and be ever so good at it, you can still be frustrated by the put you missed sinking by 1”, or how the new club you spent too much money hasn’t really improved your drives. And sometimes, if your soul’s shelter is the kitchen, though you’ve been doing it for 60 years, still every once in awhile a cake will flop for no good reason. So it is with the life called “resurrection.” It is indeed a life to be lived, and no life that is alive is without challenges and opportunities to grow.

Jesus’ whole life was a resurrection. Every time he uttered a liberating word to a peasant, or fed a hungry belly, or laid his healing hand on a sick person, or shared a meal with outcasts he was rolling away big heavy stones, crashing through the walls of tombs in which human dignity and potential are stifled to death, raising up even the lowliest things and people, dejected and despised, bringing them to light and life. When he entered the temple on Monday of Holy Week and cleared out the money changers and their animals, he was taking on the powers of death and hell quite literally—the powers that colluded with the strength of empire to squeeze the vulnerable and powerless. Resurrection is not all sweetness and soft landings, especially not for those who arrogate to themselves the control of people, the right to despoil the planet, the leeway to trample on justice for the poor and the weak.

Edward Knippers, "Crowning with Thorns"
Jesus constantly asked his disciples and potential disciples to follow him. Follow him. Live like him. Behave like him. Trust like him. Give as he gave. Exercise some courage! And that is why resurrection is inseparable from the cross. Taking up the cross is what one can only do by the power of resurrection, and taking up the cross and following Jesus will most assuredly involve suffering. When you step out courageously and differentiate yourself from your family and closest friends who assume that if you love them you’ll think like them and value what they do, don’t expect that they will applaud you for leaving the familiar and striking out into new territory, especially if it is territory that they find frightening or worse. You might never hang on two 
pieces of wood or have nails driven through your wrists, but you’ll get a taste of loneliness and perhaps even have your moments when you’ll wonder, “My God, my God, why, why, why have you forsaken me?” But that is what following Jesus entails. And that is what living resurrection is: it is following him.

Then does resurrection have nothing to do with going to heaven? Of course it does! The trouble is, we have located “heaven” both in the future and in some other world than this. Heaven is where God is. And God is everywhere. Heaven is not the future; heaven is eternal, and therefore outside of time, and therefore eternally “present” we might say. So to be with God is inseparable from living in the resurrection. And living in the resurrection is inseparable from being engaged in God’s justice, God’s mercy, God’s forgiveness, and God’s love.

Down under and back up again
Now here is the best kept secret of Easter. Your life in the resurrection began when you were baptized. Careful now! That is not to say that somebody who isn’t baptized has no crack at living the resurrection, an idea that is demonstrably untrue. Rather, our baptism in the Trinity is, like my experience with swimming, the first time we plunged into the water, so to say. It doesn’t depend on how old we were, or how smart we were, or how much we did or didn’t understand. It was a gift, as life itself is a gift. And the gift only works for us when we unwrap it, open it, and enjoy it.

When you forget everything else about baptism, remember this: it is “down under and back up again.” That is the motion of baptism. Down under the water, and back up again. That should remind us of something else: death and resurrection. It is the motion of Christ: down into the tomb and back up again. Once we begin to see that, then it becomes apparent that that is the way life itself is. We go along, we fall, we get up and go some more. We are always, every minute of our lives, in every transaction, repeating the pattern: down under, back up again. The big breakthrough comes when we recognize that this ordinary pattern is itself the secret of life, of truth, of all that is. Life is not about amassing as many toys or riches or accomplishments as we can. It is not about saving our lives by making them as secure and death-proof as possible. It is about, well, learning not to fight the water but to embrace it and befriend it. Don’t sweat it: you’re fine and you will be fine. Just let go. Let go, even though every fiber in your being be scared to death as you face the darkness of the water, and in the bottom of your soul you break a sweat and say, “Not this, O God. Let this pass from me. I can’t do it. I just can’t.” It is in those crises that you are being handed over to suffering, call it what you will: suffering and death. But when you’re hauled into the courtyard of the powers that make sport of you, take courage. Let go. Trust. Go ahead and lift that heavy beam and follow your master all the way. Nobody ever said that it would be a snap.

But you already have the assurance that there will dawn a yet more glorious day. And if you are living the resurrection, you know that the long-promised kingdom has already arrived, the realm in which you share the reign, whole, free, and totally at home.

Graydon Parrish (b. 1970) "Resurrection"


A sermon for Easter Day, April 1, 2018.

© Frank Gasque Dunn, 2018

Sunday, March 11, 2018

Moses, Jesus, and the Magic Snake



During the summer between first and second grades, I went to the Horry County Memorial Library in my hometown.  Little church mouse that I was, I perused the room with the Dewey Decimal .220 collection in it, full of Bibles and storybooks, located next to the children’s section.  I checked out a great big fat brown illustrated book of Bible stories for children, probably printed in the 1920’s. I brought it home and began reading.  I could hardly put it down.  That is where I first learned much of what is in the Bible.

I don’t recall, of course, exactly what I thought when I came upon a story such as the one in Numbers today, where Moses fashions a serpent of bronze and sets it up on a pole so that all the snakebite victims among the Children of Israel could look upon it and be healed.  But I am sure of one thing.  I did not approach the story critically.  I did not wonder how the serpent worked healing powers, nor why Moses did not get blasted for such a thing when a few chapters away his brother Aaron gets roundly trounced for fashioning a calf out of gold.  I don’t think I took the Bible stories as if they were just some other interesting stories, such as Uncle Wiggly and Nurse Jane.  I think you could say without stretching a point that I read the stories naïvely.   They conveyed to me a sense of the Presence of the Holy One of Israel, with whom I had a complete fascination.  To my boyish mind, nothing seemed beyond God.  And yet I don’t recall ever being afraid of God—don’t ask me why. 

"So Moses made a serpent of bronze."  —Numbers 21:9
Not until I hit adolescence did I begin to sense some dissonance between some of the Bible stories and the world around me.  But even then the dissonance did not pose a crisis for me.  In high school I had the good fortune of having a teacher who taught the Bible as literature.  She taught me how to ask critical questions in a way that led me more deeply into the meaning of the texts.  The process continued in college.  I learned to plumb the scriptures and the layers behind the scriptures to understand things like the culture that produced them, the language that expressed them, the meaning they probably conveyed to the first generation of readers or hearers.  At such a place in my development, I would have appropriated the story from Numbers about the bronze serpent as perhaps a piece of pious folklore, or perhaps the signature story of sympathetic magic, a spin-off of some Egyptian serpent-magic captured in the famous headgear of the Pharaohs with its protecting cobra.  I might have made the connection between the bronze serpent Moses fashioned and the story about how that very artifact was destroyed by the reforming King Hezekiah, centuries later, who smashed it in the Temple of Jerusalem where people had developed the custom of making offerings to it. 

Then one morning, a few years after I had become a priest, from the Old Testament (which is the name we Christians give to the Hebrew Scriptures for theological reasons, not because “old” means inferior), —I was reading a story about how the prophet Elijah was fed by ravens, and I realized some minutes after finishing it that I had made it through the entire story without having once questioned its veracity.  Instead, I had pondered the many unlikely ways in which God providentially fed me.  Elijah’s ravens had become signifiers to me of experiences—maybe physical, maybe spiritual—in my own life.  That was an incredibly important day in my life, because on that day I was aware for the first time that I entered what I later learned the philosopher Paul Ricoeur called “the second naïveté.”  My “first naïveté” belonged to my boyhood in which I took bronze serpents and food-bearing ravens at face value and the stories about them quite literally.  The second naïveté, however, was made possible because by then I had learned to question, to probe, to think analytically, in fact to doubt.  Although I never had gone through an atheistic phase, I can readily appreciate those who do, for it clears away tons of baggage, liberating people from taboos and superstitions that have nothing to do with God but everything to do with social control.  Freed from literalism, I could engage the symbols and the stories on another level.  In that way, the serpent became to me a life-bearing symbol, which I could experience as (let me put it this way) a messenger of something divine.  I say “divine” because I have come to believe, and take responsibility for believing, that God is in fact True, and reaches out to me—to us—using the very data of our everyday lives (including what we see, read, and meditate upon) as ways of opening us to layers of Reality that sustain and nourish our souls, help us to grow, enable us to evolve into the persons we have the potential of becoming. 

Now this is where the bronze serpent story gets really interesting.  In this “second naïveté” I could, as I did with those ravens feeding Elijah decades ago, simply imagine the poisonous reptiles to represent the darts and arrows and venomous stings that arrest me in the middle of my self-absorbed ranting and griping, just as apparently snakes did to those Israelites in the desert.  That would be a fairly good discipline for me, I’ll warrant.  But the story is more than that.  On what, please tell me, may I look and find healing?  Ah!  Before you jump the gun and point me to Jesus on his cross, an obvious reference in the gospel story wherein he talks to Nicodemus using this very image of the bronze serpent, hold on.  Stick with the old story about Moses and the pole for a moment.

Seraph
The story says that Yahweh God said to Moses to “make a poisonous serpent” and “set it on a pole,” so that “everyone who is bitten” might “look at the serpent of bronze and live.”  Remember that this is the same Yahweh who, the story says, sent the poisonous serpents among the people in the first place, snakes whose bites killed numbers of the people.  It happens that the word for “poisonous or fiery” [serpent] comes from the same root as the word seraph, and the seraphim, of course, are first-class angels in Hebrew vocabulary.  They burn.  So these fiery serpents stinging the fire out of Israel mean something more than ordinary desert reptiles.  They are divine messengers (that is what angels are) that ironically wound and heal. 

Deep in the consciousness—really the unconscious—of humanity is this ironic marriage between wound and healing.  All over the world there are stories about how the hero who delivers and saves must first taste the bitter pain of being wounded.  If this is beginning to sound familiar, that is because it is.  You know that truth on two levels.  One is your own personal life.  You know the irony that the wounds you bear, from the gashes carved into your soul by rejections, to the stigma and shame you carry in your body or your mind about your body or your mind, is exactly where you meet the ultimate questions of self-worth.  Your wounds are the battleground itself where you either have found or will find grace and strength, a widening of your compassion, and a deepening of your capacity to love.  The struggle for your destiny is won or lost there.  The other level on which you know this truth, or will know it, is that the life-giving story of Jesus is precisely the thing that opens us up with decisive intensity, deflating our puffed up egos, bidding us take us off our defensive armor piece by piece.  At the same time, Jesus is the one whose wounds and indeed whose death is the balm that heals us, the salve that soothes us, the medicine that ultimately makes us whole and sane. 

Having been bitten by a copperhead at age ten, I have a short list of things I don’t particularly like to think about and looking on a replica of that fiery serpent is on the list.  I don’t particularly relish the idea that Jesus is in any sense a snake.  But there is a deep connection between what we most fear and what gives us life. This strange story from the desert wanderings of the Israelites tells us that the divine is somehow at work in even the most hideous of circumstances, working to bring about a realignment of our purposes and God’s own.  I can see, not just in a snakebite but in the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to, a God whose saving purposes are running through my life, my words, my fears, my self-doubts, ultimately bringing me together with all humanity into a land flowing with milk and honey at the other side of whatever desert it is that we happen to be passing through.

So it is not with a simple naïveté, but rather with a second naïveté that, encountering Truth on a whole new level, we can look upon the Son of Man, lifted up on the cross, and have eternal life.  We can see in his story the outlines of the old incident told in the tales of our forebears’ wandering.  He rattles our cages, overturning the tables we depend upon in our economies and in our temples; he is toxic to our systems of denial; he strikes out relentlessly against our penchant for oppressing others; he recoils at our hypocrisies; he calls into question our own retreat into self-loathing and exaggerated notions of worthlessness.  Human beings, as a rule, even the self-proclaimed religious among us, cannot stand him, and join with the Grand Inquisitor in Dostoevsky’s The Brothers Karamazov telling him to go the hell back where he came from and leave us alone.  Over and over again the Christ in flesh and spirit is tacked up on a pole, crucified, a horrifying sight to any with the guts to look at him. 
Graham Sutherland, "Crucifixion," 1946
But look at him we do, our eyes unable to avert a sight so compelling.  Look at him we do, and see our paltry efforts at being like him nearly laughable.  Look at him we must, and see in his wounds, his hands, his feet, our own wounds.  How does it happen, we wonder.  How can it be that this broken body seems to strengthen us, seems to say to us, “You are forgiven, though you know not what you do”?  How can it be that we feel ourselves taking courage from him precisely at the moment we are ready to call it quits?  How can it be that we can look on him and know ourselves to be healed in the only way that matters?

Never mind how.  The answer to how is yes.  We don’t have to figure it out because we can’t.  All we can do is look:  look at his young naked body posted on the hard wood of his cross. 

Behold him, all ye that pass by,
The bleeding prince of life and peace.[1]

Edward Knippers, "Road to Golgotha," 1992
See him with your mind’s eye.  Feel him at the bottom of your heart.  Let your soul wander through the deserts until it finds rest beneath that cross.  And allow the Healer on the pole to make you whole.

                         








A sermon for the Fourth Sunday in Lent, March 11, 2018, previously published in an earlier form on this blog under the title, "Second Story."

© Frank Gasque Dunn, 2012; revised 2018



[1] Charles Wesley, "O Love Divine, What Hast Thou Done?" First published in Hymns & Sacred Poems, 1742. 

Matthias Grünewald, Isenheim Altar Piece, 1512-16


Saturday, March 03, 2018

From What Are We Being Saved?



Lent is a season in which stock in honest confession goes up, and I have a confession to make.  Ever since I was a little boy I have wondered how on earth to make sense of the common Christian statement that Jesus died for our sins.  Long before I was thinking abstractly, I couldn’t figure out how a death in the past had anything to do with the wrongdoings and missteps I was racking up two millennia afterwards.  But, good little boy that I was, I accepted what preachers and teachers told me, and like probably every one of you, I grew up thinking that the whole point of Jesus’ death was to wash away my sins and get me ready for eternal life in heaven. 

And then one day in sixth period Bible class my senior year in high school I said something to that effect and heard for the first time that eternal life was not a future reality but a present one.  I suppose I could date my theological education to that moment.  That one sentence altered my entire perspective. I didn’t immediately toss my boyhood understanding of Jesus’ death and its relevance to me, but it didn’t take me long to begin wondering why he had to die.  I didn’t know at first that I wasn’t the only one who’d ever asked that question or who thought that there must be something about the death of Jesus I was missing.  It wouldn’t be stretching the point too much to say that I’ve been grappling with that ever since.

I know of few places in scripture where the issue of appropriating Jesus’ death comes in for quite so stunning a commentary as the first chapter of 1 Corinthians.  Listen again to St. Paul:

18 For the message about the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.

19 For it is written,
“I will destroy the wisdom of the wise,
            and the discernment of the discerning I will thwart.”

20 Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world?

21 For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, God decided, through the foolishness of our proclamation, to save those who believe.

22 For Jews demand signs and Greeks desire wisdom,

23 but we proclaim Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles,
 
Edward Knippers, "Crucifixion"


24 but to those who are the called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.

25 For God’s foolishness is wiser than human wisdom, and God’s weakness is stronger than human strength.

If we read the entire argument, we find that Paul is explaining how it is that the ego is incapable of grasping the mystery of the cross.  So is the rational mind applying the normal rules of logic.  In his characteristic way Paul frames his argument in terms of “boasting.”  And that is one of the chief earmarks of our ego:  boasting.  “I did it all by myself,” we learn to boast as little children.  So we did, or might have done.  Not so with the cross.  The cross, the death of Jesus, blasts the categories that we normally operate with.  We can’t get to the meaning of the cross by figuring it out.

So if the message about the cross is not that it’s the necessary means for getting us into the afterlife, what does it mean to claim that “to us who are being saved, it is the power of God”?  Notice that salvation is a process.  It is not that we have been saved or that we shall be saved but that “we are being saved.”  And take a look at what “saved” means.  What do you think?  That it means being spared “hell”?  Take a guess at how many references to hell (in the English Bible) there are in the entire book, including the Aprocrypha.  Hundreds? Dozens? There are fifteen.  Interestingly, not one of them appears in St. Paul.  Now, you’d think that if Paul thought—or knew—that salvation had anything to do with not going to hell he’d at least have mentioned it. 

No, salvation is about being made whole, which happens through living the life of Christ.  It is about being reconciled to the Creator and Source of all life, not living at odds with that Life.  Salvation is about transformation from conformity to this world [Romans 12:2] to quite literally having the Mind of Christ in us [Philippians 5:2].  And if, in sober moments, we think about what the Mind of Christ acted like during that short period of time when Jesus was among us as a human being on this planet, we are bound to see that almost nothing he did was according to the rules by which the world operates. 

The story of the cleansing of the temple is a case in point.  I once had a student in a Bible study who said, “Jesus shouldn’t have done that.  You don’t start a riot with an act of violence.  If he didn’t like the money-changing going on in the Temple, he should have called the police.”  Jesus did not play by the world’s rules.  That is what the temptation story is about.  The temptation was for him to do exactly that.  Be spectacularly secure!  Give people the bread and whatever else they want!  Play political games and amass as much power as you can!  If you think about it, every temptation that human beings have ever experienced falls into one or more of those three types.  And that, by the way, is why the poor are blessed.  Not that the poor don’t experience temptation—they do, we all do—but that poverty in the truest and deepest sense of the word is the state in which a person is less encumbered with the things that create the illusion of self-sufficiency.
Jesus Is Stripped Of His Garments

Are you beginning to see what the cross is about?  It is about letting go.  Just last week we were hearing that stunningly difficult saying of Jesus: “try to save your life, and you’ll surely lose it.  But lose your life for my sake and for the sake of the gospel, and you’ll save it.”  It doesn’t work to gain the whole world if it means losing your soul.  Interestingly, death in the terms of the New Testament is never just the dying of the body.  Real death often dresses in the garb of all those things that dazzle us into thinking that they are life-giving when in fact they are anything but.  Money, possessions, wisdom, intellectual accomplishments, professional advancement, status, prestige, and all those sorts of things.  But the things that look perilously like surefire death are often the very things that make for life:  divesting ourselves of what we’ve accumulated; risking everything to follow the path of the soul; profligately giving away money and possessions; taking on the status of servant; remaking our lives from the ground up; becoming as little children who can laugh and play and trust and learn new things; accepting suffering as a teacher and grief as a friend; staring death in the face and seeing that there is nothing to fear but fear.  Such is lifegiving, and totally counter-intuitive.

That is the way of the cross.  That’s it.  And it looks awfully foolish. It takes no time at all to dismiss it as folly, lunacy even.  But if we look about creation and observe how other forms of life actually live, we can see that the wisdom of God, written across all of Nature, turns out to be simply living in accordance with a few basic things, like acceptance, openness, and giving.   To live that way is salvation, for it is to be whole. 

And it turns out to be very powerful.  Unlike the signs and wonders and wisdom that various cultures laud and applaud, the way of Christ, the way of the cross, is indeed the power of God.  I once knew a man who in a short space of time lost his wife, his job, his career.  He later said that at that point he began tithing all that he had and giving it away. When asked how, he said, “It’s easy to give a tenth of what you have if you have nothing.”  No one can wrest from you any treasure that you have if your treasure and the heart it expresses is laid up in this eternal reality of God’s life where moth and rust don’t consume and where thieves can’t break in and steal. [Matthew 6:19-21] Suddenly the weak seems very powerful, the fragile body the manifestation of an indestructible psyche, and mortality a gift to be grateful for not a threat to be defended against.

To be honest, a crucified Jesus will never be pretty, attractive, or appealing.  We’ll always deal with the hard stuff by turning Jesus’ death into picturesque stained glass and the cross into a piece of jewelry.  Nor will those who catch on to the difference between the wisdom of the world and the foolishness of God outnumber those who cast their lot with the more accessible and understandable, not to mention promising, ways of the world.  But if, by some chance, you are one who is open to living a whole new life in a whole new key, you will discover that this way of Christ and his cross, foolish though it is, is both the wisdom of God and the power of God. 

A sermon for the Third Sunday in Lent, March 4, 2018.

© Frank Gasque Dunn, 2018.