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Showing posts with label resurrection of the body. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resurrection of the body. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Last Word

First Sunday after the Epiphany:  The Baptism of Our Lord Jesus Christ

Luke 3:14-17, 21-22

Fred Hedgepath was my pastor at Conway Methodist Church from the time I was eight until the time I was twelve.   He still emerges as one of the two or three most significant figures in my life when I think back over the years of all the folk who have shaped me.  To this day, I remember many of his sermon topics, illustrations, even poems he quoted.  Once he said that if he had only two sermons to preach he would choose one to be on the love of God and the other to be on the forgiveness of sins.  I have thought from time to time what I would choose to preach on.  I think without doubt my two would be the incarnation of the Word made flesh and the resurrection of the body.  Both speak of the union of human and divine, of reconciling humanity with God, and above all with the human body as the vehicle for God’s life.  But if I had only one sermon to preach I would choose to preach it on baptism.  For in baptism, these two great themes come together as nowhere else.  So it is not altogether by accident that I set this Sunday as my final one at St. Stephen and the Incarnation.  I just can’t quite get enough of baptism, nor say enough good stuff about it.  It is indeed, for me, the heart of the Good News.

            It took the Church a very long time to accord Jesus’ baptism the importance it deserves. That is because the oddity of Jesus wanting, let alone needing, to be baptized, has just perplexed people.  What folks often have missed is that Jesus’ baptism is the point at which he thoroughly and unequivocally identifies himself with humanity.  I think most of us would agree that “sin,” even when we think of it most deeply and broadly as the condition of alienation from the Truth, from the Source of Life, from the best and most positive intentions of the Creator of the universe, is a bit too narrow to describe the entire human condition.  Of course, an argument can be made that human beings are totally depraved (ask John Calvin and Joseph Casazza); but they too exhibit qualities that simply don’t fit in the category of sin—or at least Casazza does—I am not so sure about Calvin.  At any rate, Jesus in being baptized got as far down in that mud-hole of a Jordan River as he could possibly get:  right down into the hungers and anxieties and regrets and shame of stumbling, fallen humanity—and also into the unleashed potential, the capacity for greatness, the quality of empathy, the talent for creativity that mark human beings as well.  We are not only ashes, but also glory.  For every demon that lurks behind a human persona, there is an angel waiting to be a messenger of the holy. 

            The thing easy to gloss over in Luke’s account of the great epiphany at the Jordan River is what John the Baptist says about Jesus.  For years I never paid much attention to this stuff:  “He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.  His winnowing fork is in his hand, to clear his threshing floor and to gather the wheat into his granary; but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.”  It seemed only to belong to the rather wild-eyed and sideways-walking nature of the old Baptizer.  But I have begun paying more attention to him and his description of Jesus.  Rather than hear it as a raw condemnation of non-conforming humanity, I hear it now as precisely what Christ does.  He winnows.  He sifts, he sorts, he discerns.  He is not afraid to cast away what is opposed to life and health, to healing and wholeness.  He indeed plunges us into a holy, spirit-driven life.  Yet, the baptismal water strangely ignites the fire of enthusiasm rather than dowses it with cold, dull suppression of human energy. 

            And this is why the Baptism of Jesus is the most profound witness to the incarnation, the embodiment of God.  The whole point of God’s becoming human in Jesus is not to make and keep him special, but to take not just human nature but the entire created order and reveal its capacity for manifesting God.  We are to be epiphanies of God.  We are to understand our lives as being best and truest and purest and most honest when the very bodily existence we have mirrors our Maker.  And we do it the way Jesus did it:  by praying, healing, feeding, listening, teaching, telling the truth, taking on the know-it-all authorities, breaking the rules that keep people separated from each other, transgressing the boundaries of social propriety in favor of justice and mercy, and finally by owning yet detaching from our deepest and controlling fears by dying courageously, trusting only in the power of Love.  That is it.  We are to be the Word embodied, so much so that people can actually look at us and see the Body of Christ. 

            But baptism is not only a radical statement of incarnation.  It brings us to resurrection and resurrection to us.  And it does it in a most peculiar way:  the way of death.  Rather than actually dealing with death, the Church is always trying to put makeup on it and take the sting of it away before we feel it.  Every Sunday we gather at the altar and tell a story replete with images that ought to shake us to the core:  betrayal, crucifixion, blood being spilled and body being broken.  But none of that hits home until and unless we realize that it is not just Jesus’ story; it is ours.  Not only because our lives have their share of tragedy and suffering, which is true enough; but also because there is no way of being mortal without experiencing mortality.  Back up to our list of things that Jesus (and we) do to reveal God:  we don’t get to march in the light of God praying and singing and healing and feeding and telling the truth and taking on authority by playing it safe.  We don’t do it by refusing to grow.  We don’t get there by resisting change, let alone by insulating ourselves against transformation.  No, it takes a dying, a dying to the false and inflated self—a real and conscious choice to let ourselves be “handed over” to the possibility of letting everything go—even the things we give our lives to—so that we can get to the bottom of it all. 

And you know what’s at the bottom.  Love.  Loving your Self.  Loving your own body.  Loving your nature, rather than denying it.  Loving profligately, so that love spills over the brim and runs down the crevices of your life and out into the streets and into the fields and streams so that boundaries disappear between you and people, you and nature, you and animals, you and the earth, you and the sky, you and the sun, you and the fire that burns unquenchably in every star, in every planet, in every atom in this cosmos.  We don’t get to cross that Jordan without getting down, down, down into the Source of the water itself, into every blessed molecule, every atom, quark, hint of being and lying helpless and defenseless.  You probably will never get there unless you either have to, like Julian of Norwich, falling so sick that your conscious mind is overruled by clear insight; or because you grow old enough to see what you simply cannot comprehend when you are busy becoming important (or conforming to those who you believe to be important) which is what all of us do during the first half of life.  When Julian, in the twilight of the 14th century, got to the bottom of everything she had learned in the revelations of divine love to her in her illness, she wrote:

Wouldst thou learn thy Lord’s meaning in this thing?  Learn it well:  Love was his meaning.  Who shewed it thee?  Love.  What shewed He thee?  Love.  Wherefore shewed it He?  For Love….Thus was I learned that Love was our Lord’s meaning.[1]

And that is resurrection.  Not some existence in the sky by and by, but a radical affirmation of the body, and thus of mortality.  Resurrection is the only thing left at the end and depth of life:  the power of Love.  

So, wade in the water.  Wade in the water, children.  It won’t part until you stick your toe in.  And then it will roll back and stand at attention as you march through on dry ground, O Israel.  Wade in the water with Mother Scott and Bill Wendt and Jack Woodward and all those who have gone before.  Wade with Moses and Aaron and Miriam.  Wade with John and Jesus and all that brood of vipers that slithered out of Jerusalem to come see what all that racket was down at the Jordan.  Wade in the water of baptism until you are so human that you bleed love.  Wade in the water until you catch the vision of the Bread that is the Body of Christ become your body, and your body become as dazzling as the body of the resurrected Lord.  Wade in the water until you become as little children and so enter the Promised Kingdom.  Wade until the dove alights on you and you hear a voice that says, “Come on in.  Sit and eat.  I’ve been waiting for you since before the world began.”

© Frank Gasque Dunn, 2016.





[1] Julian of Norwich, Revelations of Divine Love, Kindle edition, first published 1901), p. 175, location 2273.

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Body Awareness

 Luke 24:36b-48

            Last summer a friend of mine told me that she had written a book that had just been published under the title Losing Sight, Gaining Vision.  Sheridan Gates has a form of macular degeneration the onset of which happened when she was quite young.  Her adult life has been a progressive adjustment to the gradual loss of sight. 
           
            I immediately got and read her book.  In recounting her steady loss of vision, she writes about how she learned to listen to her body.  Little by little she learned to shift from seeing her loss of vision as a liability to seeing it as a gift.  Sheridan began to see herself not as a victim of illness, but rather as a healer.  And healing for her and through her for others has taken the form of learning how to embrace her body, learning that though it was losing the capacity to see, the body was learning a new way to have vision.  The body has its own wisdom.[1]

            For the last three years I have been on a pilgrimage to explore ever more deeply what the resurrection of the body actually means.  Sheridan’s book, and more recently Sheridan herself, have helped me in a process of what she and I call “spiritual coaching” to grasp that resurrection of the body is a way of life.  It is a way of embracing the body, of listening to it, of taking seriously that it may be not an impediment to spiritual life but indeed the key to it. 

            I believe that affirming the body is the central point Luke wants us to get in the gospel for today.  The risen Jesus has appeared on the road to Emmaus to two disciples who are discussing the events that ended his life—and the strange tale that some women of their group had told about going to the tomb and learning that his body was missing.  The wayfaring stranger proceeds to explain all the things concerning himself that the scriptures had foretold.  Still the two disciples do not recognize him.  They invite him in to dine with them when they have reached Emmaus.  While he is at table with them, he—the guest—takes bread and blesses and breaks it.  Then their eyes are opened, and they recognize him just before he vanishes.  They rush back to Jerusalem and tell the Eleven and their companions what they have experienced and hear from them that it is true:  the Lord has risen and has appeared to Simon Peter.  Suddenly Jesus comes and stands among them, saying, “Peace be with you.”  They are terrified, thinking they are seeing a ghost.  He invites them to look at his hands and feet, saying that a ghost does not have flesh and bones as he does.  While they are still wondering and disbelieving for sheer joy, he asks them for something to eat.  They give him a piece of broiled fish, which he takes and eats right before them. 

            Whatever else may be said of this story, it quite clearly establishes four things.  One is that the resurrection body of Jesus is not to be confused with his spirit in a non-physical appearance: he is not a ghost.  Second, the resurrection body is not a resuscitated corpse, because he is able to appear and vanish at will, regardless of space, time, and circumstances.  Third, there is continuity between Jesus of Nazareth who was crucified and the risen Jesus, inasmuch as the resurrection body bears the scars of his passion and death.  Fourth, a transformation has taken place, because, though the body belongs to Jesus, it has changed to the point that he is not readily recognizable.

            Now we will never know until we get to the great seminar in the skies exactly what happened to Jesus between his death on Friday and sunup on Sunday.  But one thing is for certain.  Something happened to the physical body of Jesus.  And thus any resurrection we want to talk about has to do with the physical body, our physical bodies.  And we know well enough what is going to happen to them, don’t we?  They are going to die; and one way or the other they are going to return to the stuff out of which they came:  earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust.  But the church has been letting itself off the hook of talking about the physical body for too long by transmuting resurrection into immortality.  The issue of what happens after death might be of great importance, but the more important thing is what the resurrection means for this life, here and now.  Even the most devoted believer in an afterlife, of whatever kind, will tell you that what happens there is directly tied to what we do here.  From that I conclude that it is wise to make a short list of things not to worry about and put afterlife first on that list.  Concentrate on living life joyfully, lovingly, gratefully, kindly, and the afterlife, whatever shape it takes, will take care of itself.  You have my word on that.

            So what does the resurrection have to do with this body, yours and mine?  Well, first, remember your baptism.  What do we remember when we forget everything else about baptism?  It is “down under and back up again.”  It is a ritual death and resurrection.  (We are in the land of metaphor and symbol here.)  When we are, as it were, pulled up out of the water we are united with the Risen Lord in the resurrection.  Yes, it has a future, that resurrection life, beyond our mortal death.  But it certainly does not wait for death in order to begin.  So whatever we do with our life in Christ we do in the very body that is speaking and listening to these words right now. 

            Let’s be honest.  For centuries Christians have distrusted the body, sidelined it, repressed it, despised it, all on the theory that the body is a great big problem for anybody wanting to live a spiritual life.  So we have been quite good at developing rationales for asceticism, denying our physical selves for the sake of becoming spiritually disciplined.  We have a whole gallery of people whom we honor and pretend we want to emulate—virgin mothers and other virgins, desert fathers and mothers, saints of one kind or another who practically lived as if the physical body was of no importance whatsoever.  None of that, by the way, do we see reflected in Jesus, who by his own admission came, “eating and drinking” with all manner of folk, to the point that people accused him of being a glutton and a winebibber.  Yes, he fasted and prayed, but we have no record that he spurned the body that he lived in.  That body prayed, fed, healed, taught, walked, loved, ate, drank, sweated, slept, dreamed, and all the other things (you know what they are) that bodies do, and finally died.  And all of it, all of it, was life as God, in God, with God, and for God.  So what gets in the way of our living like that?

            We have not only some Christian history to reckon with, but a good deal of secular history as well.  And generally that has led us in two directions, sometimes almost indistinguishable.  One is to believe in the exaggerated importance of the body.  The other is to repress it and all that is associated with it, especially its sexual dimensions.  And here is where resurrection can actually help us.  Resurrection is the radical affirmation of the physical, the assertion that the Creator knew exactly what the Creator was doing by making a universe where matter and spirit (energy) are not opposed, but indeed two different manifestations of the same reality.  We do not have to repress the body, even as we are disciplining it.  You can diet, exercise, do yoga, martial arts, and engage in a host of other beneficial disciplines, all without disparaging your body.  More than that, you can actually keep the second of the two great commandments—you can love yourself as you love your neighbor.  And you do not have to be ashamed of or embarrassed about doing so; for in loving your body you are loving the greatest gift that your Creator has given you.  At its best, it can be the portal of delight you can only describe as divine.

            And you can affirm your body as mortal.  Wherever you are in life right now, your body is on its way to the grave.  That has been true all your life.  Get used to it.  On that list of things not to worry about, add “my death.”  Doing away with anxiety and fear of death is not so easily done as said, but it can be done.  It takes practice.  Take a tip from Sheridan.  Don’t imagine that your body’s loss means your own diminishment.  You may very well gain vision as you lose eyesight, or gain comprehension as you lose the faculty of hearing. 

            Ironically, the more we accept and honor our physical, mortal bodies, the more we are free to let go of the useless and neurotic effort to stave off their death.  And the more we let go, the more ready are we to move into the joy of a life unencumbered by fear, powered only by love.   Living that way is living the resurrection.  Life powered by love is the Kingdom of God, where there is no more sorrow nor sighing nor repression, because the sting of death is gone, and there is no need to repress anything anymore.

© Frank Gasque Dunn, 2015




[1] Sheridan Gates, Losing Sight, Gaining Vision: Thriving Throughout Life's Losses (Purpose At Work, Kindle Edition), see especially p. 91.